listening to ~ barenaked ladies - who needs sleep?
feeling ~ a little lonely, a little tired + a little in stomach pain
wanting ~ something more interesting to do
obsessing over ~ my issues with myself...
i should be doing... ~ a huge, important uni project

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so, it's been nearly another year since i updated this thing.

i keep trying to draw something worthwhile at the moment but nothing seems to turn out how i want it to. that or i get bored halfway through and never finish it. i have hundreds of half completed sketches and doodles hanging around, maybe one day they'll combine themselves and actually form something resembling art, but i doubt it.

i've got a picture of death from sandman (i realise i draw her often. i think she's awesome) which i sorta like. might upload it later.. if i can make the scanner work.

of course, i should be doing uni work. but as ever i am the queen of procrastination.

i just thought this thing needed some updating. even though i don't actually have anything of substance to upload. oh well.

this journal has a very sombre tone, ne? it's been an odd few months. i feel like i've aged about 5 years. life is never as easy as you think it's going to be. no one pretends to you that it is easy, or that it makes sense, but still, it's impossible not to carry the glimmer of hope that it might be. sadly, hope is sometimes all we have.

art, later. maybe.

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these two keep me immature..


...i'd do more.. but i can't remember *le sigh*