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listening to ~ barenaked ladies - who needs sleep?
feeling ~ a little lonely, a little tired + a little in stomach pain
wanting ~ something more interesting to do
obsessing over ~ my issues with myself...
i should be doing... ~ a huge, important uni project

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so, it's been nearly another year since i updated this thing.

i keep trying to draw something worthwhile at the moment but nothing seems to turn out how i want it to.  that or i get bored halfway through and never finish it.  i have hundreds of half completed sketches and doodles hanging around, maybe one day they'll combine themselves and actually form something resembling art, but i doubt it.

i've got a picture of death from sandman (i realise i draw her often. i think she's awesome) which i sorta like. might upload it later.. if i can make the scanner work.

of course, i should be doing uni work. but as ever i am the queen of procrastination.

i just thought this thing needed some updating. even though i don't actually have anything of substance to upload. oh well.

this journal has a very sombre tone, ne?  it's been an odd few months. i feel like i've aged about 5 years.  life is never as easy as you think it's going to be.  no one pretends to you that it is easy, or that it makes sense, but still, it's impossible not to carry the glimmer of hope that it might be.  sadly, hope is sometimes all we have.

art, later. maybe.

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these two keep me immature.. :iconpeskaa: :iconblueorca: :heart:


...i'd do more.. but i can't remember *le sigh*

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: half south devon, half university college, durham
  • Interests: i hate filling these in.
  • Favourite movie: fight club, LOTR, kill bill 1+2, pulp fiction, shaun of the dead, high fidelity, spirited away
  • Favourite band or musician: too many. eels, counting crows, polyphonic spree, green day, damien rice
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, punk, emo, ska, acoustic - anything real and/or live
  • Favourite artist: dali, simon drew, dave mckean
  • Favourite poet or writer: neil gaiman, pullman, nick hornby, douglas adams, haruki murakami
  • Operating System: windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: itunes - i can steal music that way..
  • Wallpaper of choice: picture of durham castle at night / the view out of my bedroom window
  • Favourite game: final fantasy X
  • Favourite cartoon character: stewie from family guy, fry from futurama..
  • Personal Quote: 'mmm small baby love'
  • Tools of the Trade: many grades of shading pencils, colouring pencils, black inking pens.. random photo stuff

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DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY


























thursday october 6, 2005





here just do it



most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I



received this



letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and



within a



week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,



this

really



works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only



guy or girl you wanna be with 3



times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish



within the next week and say it to your self

6



times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to



yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen



between you and that 1special person and say



it to your self 12

times!!!












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you scroll down focus and



concentrate on it and think on nothing



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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish

that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,



and what



you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your



crush!!!



























































Keep going

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was



your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important



message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda



chain



letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863

and



if you



break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing



these



stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,



up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same



kid



since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any



attention to



it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her



dad



got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent



the



letter none of that would have happened and her mom

would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average



nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the



signs of



your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51



people in



the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd



grade. The



next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for



him ever



since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,



and of



course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew

up



and



married each other to live happily forever.







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Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll



get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just



getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that



popular but



not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his



friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart



kid and



he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled



a few



friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,

about



that



same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!



then his



dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him



Nintendo64 and



play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best



friend



gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and



Limp



Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was



goin' wild!



the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been



going out



ever since.







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that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you



send



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life.....forever!!!!!



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friend......ONLY!!!!!



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everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any



friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go



in a



chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the



catch.....you only



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:iconkingdomofthewicked:
I was really dusty over my deviant site but now Im back :) hope you great
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:iconblueorca:
You MONG GTFO MY PAGE
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:iconpeskaa:
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<newklear> I love how this room is 83% homosexual connotation, 8% conspiracy, 5% BEWBS, and 4% actual talking.
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I do luff you still! :P

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<newklear> I love how this room is 83% homosexual connotation, 8% conspiracy, 5% BEWBS, and 4% actual talking.
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:bulletpurple:so why do i love when i still feel pain? vnv :bulletpurple:
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Thankyou dear =D

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thanks for visiting my page...see you roud the Nowhere inn ... with other Neil Gaiman fans...

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Not sure if he actually has or not, but the last time i spoke to him he showed me the page on ebay with the bus follwed by "shah, i've got £1000 to spare" so tis a very big possibility! Either way, he's gonna make the Pub Bus happen no matter what.

I'll get you the video asap, i've left it at uni, so as soon as i go back i'll begin ripping it:)
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:icondeathmetaljunkie:
yay cozi ^_^ *hugs back*

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1. i miss ya too

2. i'm sure you're still a member, though i believe our distinguished leader, Drunken Chris, spent the party funds on buying a double decker bus off ebay in an effort to fufil his dream of creating "THE PUB BUS".....

3. Calpol and Vodka = me passing out at my own party

4. Ahh, cheese and pork naming, i found the video again the other day, i'll rip it to my pc and send you a copy!

i'll get some real art on here soon, will put up my a level stuff assuming Mr.Davis hasn't burned it:S so for now you'll have to put up with drunken photo's insted
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